where have I been??? Like WOW!!! Ive been missing from this blog for a freaking long time. Man, should shoot myself in the head. Still remember my ambitious mission when i first started writing for this blog.. "Yes... I would write and upload photos at least three or four times a week for the blog. I want to jot down as much as possible about my journey through life." (ayuni's true words, a year ago) Now? Lets just say that I actually forgot the password to my blog account when I tried to log in just now. Jeez... so much for all those shit about writing and updating regularly. Its just empty promises on my part.

anyways, since im actually here, lets just talk a bit about my life. updates, you mean? well.. im fucking done with those exams in NUS! cant believe that its finally over! wont be seeing that examination writing booklets (which come in strangely bright colours like yellow and orange) anymore! Yahoooooooooooooooo....... Feeling refreshed suddenly now although its already 245am

Guess you might ask me.. whats next on the agenda. My answer? "I am not fucking sure at all." im sick of living here. i wish to grow wings and fly to far,far away places. so hard to get that ultimate dream job. i hate to wait.

hate the feeling of being neither here nor there, just ambling about like some kind of an idiot. the problem with me is that, i cant sit still. i need to get myself preoccupied or i will feel so damn restless. so shit.

oh yeh... there is the smun where i have to start marking 64 position papers on maritime piracy and maritime terrorism and i need to know the language of moderating the UN session too. Plus need to plan for istanbul yay.. cant wait to go to turkey :)

and gawd.... i hate moving back home! not that i detest living with my parents (coz not!) I just realize that i have sooo many fucking stuffs and im actually fucking pissed with myself for having too many stuffs. I know.. it sounds fucking dumb. seriously.. was super irritated with myself for having too many clothes, too many shoes, too many bags and too many toiletries. it was a hell trying to shift stuffs back home. my room looks like a storeroom now with my stuffs lying all over the place and gawd.. my wardrobe looks like it is going to burst soon. can actually make a mt everest out of my clothes pile. this is fucking ridiculous. i swear. no more shopping trips for me. i hate shopping. screw shopping. shopping is sooo uncool now. hah.... but seriously i need to start saving up or else.. im screwed for life.

wow.. ive been rambling on and on. thought of watching heroes but kinda tired and sleepy. hell.. had an awful time moving out from pgp just now in the day. but we had a nice dinner at the airport for mother's day. kind of a nice ending actually. going to the airport makes me wanna board any of the planes there and just fucked off to the States or something. hahaaaa... the temptation was that high. me and sis had a good time checking out the white guys at terminal 2 while waiting for our table. fun activity :)

okay enough of my shit. ta-ta for now. need to get some sleep coz i need to wake up early tmr. going to drop by pgp to hand over my transponder once and for all. hmmmm.... pgp did have many memories for me. -cheeky smile-  ¶ 2:36 AM 1 Comments