Fucked Up. That's the only word to describe how I feel now. Thanks to the bloody exams, I could not attend an array of weddings ever since last week. Yes, it is such a ridiculous conincidence that practically everyone who is getting married, is having their weddings during these two weekends. How swaaaayyy.....

I feel slightly out of place actually. Jeez.. some of the brides and grooms are as old as me and they are getting married. On the other hand, yours truly, is still stuck in school and trying to endure the most torturous moment of a student's life-exams. Reality hit! Im still just a plain student. And I am already 22 years old. No. Oh wait. Im already 23 years old! Gee... age is catching up on me. I cant even remember my real age.

The point that I am trying to make is that; although we may be of the same age, there are people out there who have move on to the next stage of life whereas I am still stuck at one stage. Talk about sour grapes. No. Dont get me wrong. Its not that I want to get married and have kids when I just blew my 23rd candle. Its just that I feel left out. Left out in this game of life.

Cant wait to get out of this routined student life. Entering the working world may not necessarily be a bed of roses but at least, its a new breather for me.  ¶ 11:15 AM